One pet peeve i have is when people don't completely tear off the inner sealed film thingy that comes inside certain food containers. Like in sour cream. It ends up just falling inside the sour cream and when the sour cream separates, liquid pools on top of the plastic. I really don't like how the leaving it on is kind of some sort of effort to preserve freshness, because it makes no sense whatsoever, and is just stupid. This also happens a lot with Pringles. Just tear it off!

Another thing bothering me today is my relationship. We hardly have any time together, for serious. Even though we live together, very little of it is quality time. Plus, I have been out of town/busy the past few weekends, and I miss having weekends together. Then I get sick and the past couple nights I just passed out right after work. Nicole acts like it is ridiculous that I want to spend time with my boyfriend. So what, I canceled going to Cedar Point on Friday because Mark has two fun shows going on, one of which he is nervous about, and I want to be there for it. She rubs it in my face via g-chat: "because mark has a show" as if I shouldn't ever consider him in my plans. Oh well.

I kind of miss the beginning of our relationship where everything was exciting. Will that ever come back?? It kind of makes me sad. It's not like things are bad, but I'm not all excited and anxious about it anymore, which is good and bad. I feel more ready to focus on other things, but the "spark" is gone. I feel more confident in us, but am I too comfortable? I don't want to have sex all the time anymore. I enjoy my alone time, now that it is more rare. WTF. Sometimes I feel a very deep love and thankfulness and then sometimes I feel frustrated. It makes me feel weird. I feel a drifting apart. Maybe we just need some good time together. It's not like I'm interested in anybody else in the least bit!