unable to sleep

Caffeine really overstimulates me. I can't drink it after 4pm, and guess what I did today. I really wanted a store bought starbucks frapucino...for some reason. I haven't had one in a really long time, because they're all milky and fattening and a waste of calories, and well, kind of gross. But I was really craving something with that corporate flavor this afternoon. And now I am paying for it!!!

I'm in bed and there is some shitty comedy show on tv. Hehe, the comedian is standing in front of a brick wall! His is the type of comedy that involves contorted facial expressions, flailing, and the type of "voices" that make you feel embarrassed for the performer. He looks like an Italian Carrot Top (before he was buff). Mark is snoring. Now he stopped snoring, I think he halfway woke up from the noise of my typing. At night I am afraid to be in other parts of the house alone. I don't know, it feels too open. So I am sitting here typing about him on the internet and he has no idea. Strange!

Last night I got a weird bug bite, I believe,  on the back of my thigh from sitting on a chair outside in the dark. It's still red and swollen, but not really itchy. So tonight I had to spend some time googling brown recluse spider bites, and I'm pretty sure I do not have one.  But now I am worried it might have been a tick. Are there ticks in the city in the cold? Do they hang out on chairs? I am such a hypochondriac these days and it's absolutely horrible. I guess I don't have any bad symptoms. waaaaaaah. Why am I so worried about everything?

Oh, I have short hair again, and I think I have dandruff. I got a new bike today, a road bike/cruiser hybrid and haven't been able to ride it around yet. Ok I am going to lie down now.