For once in my silly recent life, I don't feel like I'm dying physically or mentally! I think it is the beautiful weather. Life is coming back!
I still don't want to drink as much, but it is hard when everyone you hang with is a heavy drinker. This weekend I spent Saturday mostly in bed, feeling sick from Thursday and Friday nights. Strangely, drinking away problems is starting to lose its romantic allure to me. Unbelievable.
OMG maybe I really should move. It is not cool to be depressed Dec. - April.
Today I am wearing a t-shirt with my face on it. I have class tonight and for some reason am really excited about going to class and not wearing a coat. Like I'll be able to move more loosely, more freely, even though I always took my coat off in class in the winter. Does that make sense? I'm also excited to not wear snow boots to class, instead showing off my neon orange summer shoes. I kind of don't like Of Montreal, sometimes, for some reason it is like being sucked into a sort of hell, but I listened to them this morning and it really made me feel inspired!
Tuesday, April 28, 2009
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