goodbye, june

I'm pissed that it's July and June is over. June is the best month of the whole year, and I'm feeling a bit of midsummer depression. I don't want summer to be almost half over. I want it to be summer for a whole year. I have not even sweat enough this year. It's the most depressing thing in the world working full time in the summer. AND Mark called me this morning, telling me he's getting laid off or a pay cut. If he leaves, he gets 16 weeks pay!!! I'm so jealous. 4 months of pay...without working...LUCKY. He gets to enjoy the rest of the summer, while I sit here writing a slightly bitchy email to Cracker Barrel, letting the best days of my life slip away, as we know they do, after 4th of July. I haven't even really been swimming.